Your laugh, especially the nervous one when you look down and try not to make eye contact, resembles the Bass, deep and hearty that echos in my dreams. Its not as bad as before where I wanted them all to die but its still pretty bad where I just want to be left alone. I hate my job. I haven’t done my hair, nails, eye lashes or nothing in months and I feel ugly. If I’ve learned anything in 34 years it’s in knowing that everything has a season. The other day my manager told me “outside is open” in regards to my hair which was in an Afro. What does that make you? I love you as a whole; for the person that you were, the man you are know and the man you are destined to become.You’re the classic ‘good catch’, wall street dude.

It doesn’t mean that I dont sit and think like wow I dont have nobody and I’m getting older, what’s wrong with me? Y’all I ALWAYS have something to say but I was so shocked I shut the fuck up. I have turned the mirrors in my room around so I don’t have to look at myself. I dont miss the fact that he did the worst thing I think someone can do to you in a relationship. I pray to GOD that he opens up your mind to the possibility of us and can mold me into the woman that’s right for you and you into the man who most compliments me. It helped me so much. It literally warms my heart. Time is passing me by and I’m still very confused. Yeah yeah I girl should never kiss and tell so I’ll leave it at that. I feel like I’m getting old and I still don’t have a clue what the fuck I’m doing. Sorry, your blog cannot share posts by email. I like to let things build up all different things until I cant take it anymore and I crash and I hit rock bottom and I have no choice but to build myself back up again. When I lost my job I didn’t get unemployment because my job fought me tooth and nail on that. Don’t get me wrong I accept the hair that grows out of my head and I love every single coil even the heat damaged ones but that shit was for the birds. I love, adore and am obsessed with my mom so when I went those days without her and I didn’t feel the sadness as deep as I normally would I knew something in me had changed.My mom told me she sees the change in me too and I dont know if its good or bad but its there.I thought I healed.

I felt no happiness and I felt no sadness. Now try being a black woman in a predominantly white work space during a race war where the white people at your job are completely ignoring the fact that there’s anything going on outside. That pain hit different. Your season of tropical sunshine awaits.Thank you so much ! Im 27, and in todays society where people make it seem like if you’re not a millionaire by 21 and married with kids by 25 you are late to the party I actually do feel like something is wrong with me that I’m single. Now that I’m older to be honest I can take the cheating because in my mind I think all men cheat. I love my car, and my Zune and the combination of the two cause a Nirvana like experience. I really do love love. Watch this These are my confessions Just when I thought I said all I could say I came up up with more secrets to tell you today These are my confessions Slip my mind the last two times Silly me, so now I gotta give you part three of my confessions First I told you about the skank that I was cheating with,then I mentioned she's having my kid That's not all, now I recall more you see, so I'll give you part three of … I hate quarantining. I want to find a sense of peace and happiness and I want success. Cause this new bitch I honestly dont even know who she is.I hate the weight that I’ve gained. That was my breaking point but it was every person that I had lost that year and everything that had been snatched away from me that year that had changed me. I’m going back to school next semester and I have no idea what I want to do in school still. Before this I went to the gym everyday and I lived a simpler life and I was going through my own quarantine before Corona Virus was a thing in the states. In his eyes It’s not work appropriate, he wants this shit straight. And further more where are your emotions sir? Thoughts of your voice are like the Cello, the instrument that has been described as the closest sounding to the human voice.

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